"why don't the newscasters cry when they read about people who die?"
I know there's plenty of Jack Johnson critics and haters out there for his monotony but you have to admit, he poses a valid question with these lyrics.
These past two days I can't stop looking at ksl, anxious for updates on this story involving some of our friends. I've been constantly thinking about death and the finality that occurs from one unexpected chain of events. My heart goes out to everyone involved in such a horrifying experience and especially to Molly who became a widow way too early.
That story was one of 5 deaths reported over the weekend, not to mention the unfolding aftermath in Japan.
Does anyone else feel like there has been an overabundance of bad news, heartache and tragedy surfacing lately? I want to cry every time I see pictures of Japan and the faces of the survivors who have seen so much damage to their beloved country. It's heart-wrenching seeing the look of hopelessness as they search for lost loved ones and shifting through the remains of where their homes once stood. Can you even imagine not knowing where your family and friends are? or if they're even alive? Can you imagine trying to rebuild your life after going through something like that, after literally losing everything?
And that's just one of the many problems happening to so many people around the world. It's hard to see heartbreak. It's hard to even fathom having to endure what people don't choose, but have to experience. After being a mother for less than a year and a half I can't imagine losing a child, or your unborn baby, or even not being able to have babies, but still having to go on day by day. It seems like this has been happening so frequently lately and the situation never gets easier or less shocking. It doesn't help working in the hospital either.
So much uncertainty really unearths so much fear and despair and questioning. But it also brings us back to our core beliefs and dependence on those closest to us. Times like this forces people to turn to God for the hope and peace that only He can provide.
I know there is a God. I know He does love us and is aware of our daily lives and our inner most emotions. I know He wants us to be happy and feel the joy and true happiness in this life and the next. And I believe in the next life- that parents will be reunited with their babies, and childless couples can raise children and lonely individuals will have love and companionship. I believe in the Gospel and I'm so so thankful for it.
amen.